un-

Unbreak my heart,
say you love you'll love me again.
Undo this hurt you caused,
when you walked out the door
and walked out of my life.
Uncry these tears,
I've cried so many nights.
Unbreak my heart.


- gmari .

anxiety

" There are worse sins than trying to be happy again. "


- gmari .
P.S. I Love You..

hush hush

I don't wanna do this any longer.
I know next to you is not where I belong.
Our love is broken.
Prove to me that I'll be happy again,
don't just say it this time.


- gmari .
P.S. sorry for the long wait.
I have a million things on my mind..

relentless

Nothing says FML better then the actual words themselves.
You know what? You're incredibly relentless. You're amazing.
I don't mean it in a good way. You're all fine once, then the
next minute you're not. You cry because no one's there to care
about you, but when someone tries, you push. Man, what is wrong
with you? Fuck, why do you even bother? YOU DON'T EVEN WANNA
BE BOTHERED! Jeez. I'm sick of this. I don't know why I'm considering
the fact that you might actually care, when really fucking don't.
Do you ever, EVER think of anyone but yourself? If you really did,
you wouldn't do this. Fuck. I can't believe I'm sticking around.


- gmari .
P.S. I can't fucking wait. Just. Watch.

party

Mary's was jooookes.
I was an unexpected candle lol.
Escort was Geebes, so wuhevuh.
lol, tonight was great.
How awkward was it that Peter was there? LOL
ANYWAY.. I have a bigass headache, sooo..
one or two more episodes of Shippuden,
then bed and stuff.
MINE = FML.


- gmari .

farewell

I can't believe I wanted to stay for you.
Leave and I'll keep my feelings inside for another time.


- gmari .
p.s. happy isn't around the corner..
for me at least. It's eating me up inside.

apologetic

I don't know what to feel anymore.


- gmari .

pringles

Chilling with Amanda tomorrow,
running Monday ? :)
I love coincidents.


- gmari .
P.S. don't let me down..
even though you already will.
P.P.S. you JUST let me down.
Nevermind, fuck coincidents.

compromise

It's the falling out that's taking forever.
I WANNA FRIGGIN' SEE YEAR ONE ALREADY :(
I wrote another song :) finally!
And I actually got further in the other ones.
WHOOT, gotta practice singing now.


- gmari .
P.S. I'm addicted to the song Sweet Misery by Latif
and All To Myself & Cross My Heart by Marianas Trench