undeniable

I can't sleep right.
I'm gaining insomnia because of this, but I don't want it to stop.
I'm hallucinating and my thoughts circle around this one target that seems to pinpoint my heart towards it.
Butterflies, but it's alright. I know better this time.
I'm not gonna put everything I can into this, because what happened before always seems to happen again and again.
I'm careful now. I know better now.

Thinking twice never appealled to me before, but here I am thinking thrice.
Smartest thing I've ever done in a while.


- gmari .